Today is one of those days where you feel like all you do is pointless and never good enough. I feel insignificant and a bit helpless. I know it’s wrong to feel this way because the forgiver makes ways for all those who love him to come out alright. It’s just hard to cling to that today. I’m not sure why. I’m trying to do something but there are so many people who already do it way better than me. I feel embarassed and pathetic for even doing it at all. As long as i keep right with God and with my soulmate then i’ll be ok. I feel that The Lord will do something with me. It’s just the inbetween parts that kill me. Just use me God. Use us. I’m coming to spend some time with you now.